Eh..

Forget the results of the props. its been somewhat of a while since they happened and well im just not down to review of what passed or not. Moving on...

i promised to talk about that one pondering post from before but i decided to just leave it at that. I'm not lazy or anything. Its just something to just keep in mind in regards to how i am like right now. I seriously have changed a little bit and I find it to be a constructive change. ill just leave it up to you guys to either figure it out or just chill on the subject.

Last thursday was just lazy ass thursday. I ditched my chem class which would have been an hour longer on that day and AGAIN my philosophy class. I think thats the 4th or 5th time i missed it but oh well. It all comes down to the final anyway.
Friday was a trip down to the valley to celebrate my mom's and the baby Xander's (my little second cousin?) and then saturday it was sushi time for my dad's birthday.

Sunday, awkwardly my sister, her boyfriend, their friend, my half brother in law (lol), my dad and I all headed to the gym and i gotta tell you, my dad is the worse person to go to the gym with haha. He has a routine that i tell him to follow but he doesnt want to do it and ends up doing random workouts. Sometimes he doesnt even use a machine right and just looks dumbs. He was also running back and forth across the room for some odd reason. Anyway, my brother in law was benching and i thought he didnt need a spot and then he struggled and my dad called for me when he was RIGHT NEXT TO HIM! haha. But then he decided to help spot but he lifted from the SIDE of the bar (WTF!) instead of behind the bar (Where the spotter usually stands) and the weights fall off the bar and almost onto my foot. After that he said "Whats wrong with you?" haha the guy!
Since im on the subject of the gym, here's another ridiculous story. I hit up the 24in Lancaster to check it out and man that shit busy and there are a bunch of naked ass old guys in the locker room. But thats not the ridiculous part. There are also more big ass fools there and there is this one guy who's arms are huge who asks me to spot him. haha me though! This fool was lifting 100+lbs dumbells and doing shoulder presses. On top of that, he was getting people to record him with his phone! haha. As he was doing his set he struggled at 6 and i had to you ALL my strength just to get that motherfucka to do his last rep. That shit was ridiculous. Yeah ask the small guy to help spot you. Fucking Guy!

The job hunt isn't going so well. With this stupid economy, its hard to find one. Either that or im in competition with a grip of people trying to get the same position. I applied to numerous places and no luck at all. I don't want to say im gonna wait it out until another time since thats what i would usually do. I'm still determined to find a job but its just too damn hard. But I believe in my boy Obama to fix things so that people would not become unemployed and more jobs would be created. With the economy fixed, the stores could keep expanding (CMON BEST BUY TO THE EAST SIDE LOL) and i could work for them. I'm sure itll take time though. In the meantime the hunt continues.

With the subject of life, I'd say im just trying to chill right now. I feel like im just being the same Brent that I was in highschool but more wiser, stronger, and mature. The difference between now and then is that im just not letting shit get to me. As usual im just trying to live life with less problems as possible. One way for now is just staying clean. Staying healthy. I stopped smoking for a good while now which was originally supposed to be because i was looking for job but now my attitude about it is just not doing it at all for even longer. Like right now i don't think i can even be around it. I just feel good about myself. I feel changes ever since i havent done it as i feel more active to do shit and my stamina has increased. I think if i ever come back to it, I will definitely be using less and only at times where life just gets me down or im just stressed the fuck out. No more times of just smoking for the hell of it or just because im around friends or at a party or something. I know one thing though...eventually ill be completely done with it someday.

Im thinking of switching to Wordpress since it looks cleaner than blogspot but i dunno we'll see. Maybe if I get a camera and start posting pictures lol.

-Brent